Tuesday, December 29, 2009

三号...

他妈的!
7讨厌()这个号码!

每天没到点睡不到!!
每天没到点没得吃!!
同时喜欢上个人!!
连升班都只是跟班上的号进到理科!!
最吊的是玩牌时!!
不管是大二还是二十一点!!
场场都拿到号!!

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Ipoh...
I'm wondering...
What kinda place is it?
Just why?
So many things I like is over there = =
Why m i not born there?
= =

好闷= =

Matchbox Twenty - Unwell

Another nice song...
Matchbox Twenty - Unwell

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

三个字游戏~

最近好爱玩这个~
XP

想象有个男生或女生向你说三个字~
你脑中第一个出现的三个字会是?
大家来玩玩~~

你的答案写在Comment那里~

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

冬至~xD


Wah!
好累!
刚从补习回来就做汤圆= =
有图片~~

好像不是很好看~ xD
给点意见来~
Wakakaka

Monday, December 21, 2009

我是什么人?

凡人?烦人?犯人?==
自己也不知道...
啊!
连自己是什么人也不知道...
被人家说没义气...
没钱不想出街是没义气吗?

自己叫自己鸡神!
真的...
每天都好幸运...
好像有上帝在保佑我...
但是这些幸运让我知道的秘密,达到的目的...
一次又一次的让我得到更大的不幸...

没自己的目标 = =
我是个热爱摄影, 却没想过把它当成事业的人.
我是个热爱音乐, 却没办法把它显出的害羞人.
我是个连自己都不认识的烂人.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

UEC RESULT

1A 3B 3C...
Lol..
Quite nice for me...
Didn't even study for it...
I thought my geography and history will end up in D or worse..
But B..
It's good enuff. =]
A= English.
B= Malay Science Maths.
C= Chinese Geography History.
=X Sien a holiday!

Saturday, December 12, 2009

You're the world's best magician.

To me,
You're the world's best magician.
A simple smile from you could make me go sky high. (even if its not meant for me)
Even a =] from the messenger.
Any word from you could make me relieve.

Just looking at you...
It could change my whole day's mood.
Now to me, Tuesday is the best day ever.

Even if you don't know who I am.
I just wanna let you know...
I treasure every bit of you...
I precious each word you say...

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Found a song that express myself 100% =X

杨宗纬-洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

昨晚又在见到你 你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说 只傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离 就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切 都只是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你

All that I can think of now...

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

"At one time, most of my friends could hear the bell. But as years passed, it fell silent for all of them. Though I've grown old the bell still rings for me. As it does for all who truly believe." This phrased kinda "touched" me. Its going to be quite familiar to those who saw polar express.(Quite old movie). If you guys understand what it said though. I like it a lot.


Thursday, November 26, 2009


My 1st fried rice @@
Doesn't look like anything but..
Its kinda tasty ^^
I guess the old saying is right! ^^
*Everything You Cook Is Nice For Yourself*
Hahaha ^^

Haha... Stuffed Toys ^^

A Wierd Collection.

These are stuff toys I kinda like when I'm a kid @@ ( I'm still a kid now ^^)
Maybe it's hard to believe but there's more @@
I love stuffed toys ^^ They give me some 安全感 When I'm sleeping >.<
Trying to kick this bad habit >.< ( A little too girly xD)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

给那个没心情三天的人...
生气是在那别人的错误来惩罚自己,
生气而导致心情不好只会让亲朋戚友担心...

Although u said u visited my blog several times..
Hope u can see this ^^

Finally decided to put some picts...


Woah..
After 3 months of thinking...
Finally decide to put picts of myself at blog..
@@

Here's one that my bro took when I'm sleeping..
Kinda weird bro...
Take ppls pict when they are slping = =

Be noted that this will be the 1st and the last pict of myself...
In this blog @@

Monday, November 23, 2009

Wondering What Happened...

I don't know what happened to you nor who did it to you...
But if you nid someone to cheer you up..
I'm here ^^
My 2nd song~
Hope you guys like it ^^

Over My Head - Ne Yo~

[Verse 1]

So I had someone
You had someone
Started off as nothing more than friends
But as time got spent
I started liking spending time with you
More than him

[Pre-Chorus]

And it wasn't what I meant to do
Started thinking about kissing you
Accidently
Accidently
Suddenly out of the blue
Guess you was thinking about it too
Cuz you kissed me
And he saw you
Damn
Damn

[Chorus]

I might be over my head
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
This is not what I expected
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it

[Verse 2]

So of course he started acting crazy
Wound up punching you right in the eye
He felt like a man
But I felt bad
So I called you later
To apologize

[Pre-Chorus]

And it wasn't what I meant to do
Started thinking about seeing you
Accidently
Accidently
Suddenly out of the blue
Guess you was thinking about it too
Cuz you came to get me
And he saw you
Damn
Damn

[Chorus]

I might be over my head
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
This is not what I expected
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it

[Verse 3]

This is so crazy
Yet so hard
They're fighting over me
In the front yard
I don't know who I should root for
But there's one thing I do know

[Chorus x2]

I might be over my head
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
This is not what I expected
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
I might be over my head
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it
This is not what I expected
A little over my head
But I kind of like it
I kind of like it

Haha..
I found this singlet 2day~
Dno whos it belong to
And When did it appear in my house @@
But..
In case u guys couldnt see what it was saying..
Here it is~ ^^

Believe in you
You Don't Remember Me,
But I Remember You,
I lie awake and try so hard,
not to think of you,
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...
I believe in you,
I'll give up everything just to find you,
I have to be with you to live to breathe,
You're taking over me.
Hope you guys like it ^^

Sunday, November 22, 2009

LOVELESS ( POEM )

Loveless - Prologue

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Loveless - Act I

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water's surface
The wandering soul knows no rest

Loveless - Act II

There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Loveless - Act III

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return

Loveless - Act IV

My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water's surface
Quietly, but surely

Loveless - Act V

Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

Final Fantasy : Crisis Core
____________________________________________________________________
Man!
I love this alot!
Actually just Act V~
So many words..
Just saying that I will return = =

只是觉得没有必要回复

There are words that can kill people~ (只是觉得没有必要回复)

There are words that can save lifes~ (You guys could imagine those on your own)

Guys..
Becareful when u talk..
It may kill!
= =
Just boring..
U guys could skip this post if u wan = =

Hands Performance..

Went to see it yesterday nite..
Saw li jun there @@
She's so tall i cant even recognize her..
With high heels though = =

Bout the performance,
Its more breathtaking then I thought!
Bravo! is the word i would like to give them~
Perfect! is the word that could only describe it ~ ^^

22th November 2009 12.01 PM


Kinda long road.... Will i have to walk this road ALONE?
Or with my friends?

It'll be perfect if you are here...

Alone like this?

Or Crowded Like This?

These's Pictures are taken and copyrighted at KLPAC @ sumwhere near sentul
Please do not copy and paste them!

Reason for Midvalley's Absent !

Everyone dreams whether they remember it or not. Dreams give an insight into our inner thoughts, hidden feelings, fears or ambitions. They provide an unrestrained avenue for us to experience our greatest desires without the daily inhibitions we place on ourselves in real life. Often we hold back doing what we truly want because of fear. Fear of lack of skills, fear of failure, fear of being criticized or ridiculed. Criticism can happen because of differences in personal choices, jealousy, safeguarding traditions or maybe spite? Encouragement comes from those who believe in you and your dreams. Applying both as a means to living your dreams is invaluable.'Dreams in November' is like an avenue of dreams for HANDS members. Regardless of quirkiness, being flashy or breaking with tradition and despite criticism these are the mini-movies which have been playing in their minds.
Dreams in November(Linked Words)
______________________________________________________________________

So...
If there's people who wandering why didn't I go to midvalley today...
Here's the reason...
My parents left for taiwan this morning leaving me and my bros
My elder brother went to school for dancing performance? Who cares anyway. xD
My grandma.. Thats the real problem...
She's kinda sick(Doctor says that blood can't reach her brain).. Me and my bros are supposed to take care of her..
BUT THE GOD DAMN ADULTS CHANGE THE WHOLE FCKING PLAN IN THE LAST MIN...
(Kinda emo here xD)
My grandma's now staying at my cousin's house
And I simply can't leave my little brother at home alone..
Can't I?
I'm not that kinda person.. >.<

Saturday, November 21, 2009

柠檬好酸啊!!

最近不懂得最什么人 (你啦 伟将 班长 etc...)
柠檬吃得特别多~
哈哈哈~(勉强笑出来)
Haiz....
假期好么那!!!
谁来救我!!!!!
哈哈... 再次勉强自己笑出来

A smile's the best way to get out of trouble,
Even if it's fake.
Amazingly, It fools everyone...
Thats the truth isnt ist?

Friday, November 20, 2009

1.你最希望从朋友(不包括爱人)那里得到的是什麼?*
-真实的友情

2.最近最郁闷的事?
-不知道如何接近你

3.最受不了自己的哪个缺点?
-不够勇敢

4.遇到喜欢的人,你是勇敢表白还是默默关注?
-默默关注... 希望她会发现..

5.说出点你名的人3个优点(不可删除题)。
-自恋(算优点吗?)除了自恋还是自恋(对不起 想不到别的了)韩国人!(羡慕死了)

6.以一个形容词形容点名的人的外表。
-帅?(吹的~)哈哈

7.你现在最想做的是什麼?
-向你表白?(不可能实现的~)

8.用一个字形容自己.
-懒

9.恋人/老公/老婆让你最欣赏的优点是什麼?
-她吗? 欣赏他的真个人

10.这辈子做过最疯狂的事情是什麼?
-用了三个月的时间来追求一个不认识我的人

11.十年以后,你想过什麼样的生活?你打算如何实现呢?
-只要有她在就行了,实现?不知道....

12.接下来最想去旅行的国家或城市? 为什么?
-美国满好玩的吧?

13. 你为什么要回答这些问题?
-问那韩国人吧...

14. 怕不怕世界末日?
-Even if tomorrow everything will disappear, With you smiling by my side, I don't need anything else.

15.什麼时候觉得孤独?
-每一分每一秒

16.最近一次掉眼泪是?
-前几天?

17.想对点你名的人说的话?
-对自己的梦想坚持下去!加油!

18.家人重要还是伴侣重要?
-都重要

19.择偶条件?
-择偶?永远都不会有~

20.你觉得自己五官哪一个最好看?
-没一个

规 则:A. 被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案,然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再加上一个你的问题,仍然组成20个问题,传给其他8个人,列出其他8个需要 回答问题的人的名字,还要到这8个人的部落格裡留言通知对方——你被点名了,被点名者不得拒绝回答问题,完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。B. 这8个人要在自己的部落格裡註明是从哪裡接到的,并且再传给其他8个人,让游戏继续下去,不得回传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福,并且所有美好的愿 望都会在不久的将来实现。

-Jeff
-Theng
-Jun
-xiao gui
-ing qiao
-wei hao

-yun bing
You resemble a thorny rose,
If i had aware of it's thorns,
maybe I wouldn't have plucked it,
But now that I've already picked it up and breathed its fragrance,
Letting go of this rose...!
Would rend my heart with pain worse than a wound oozing fresh blood from my hand
Thus, I am unable to let go...
1/2 Prince
______________________________________________________________________
These are words That I'm yearning to tell you...
And Again...
The lacking of courage makes me fail...
Again...
十一月二十日二零零九年

今天问了你
会不会觉得我烦...
虽然已经猜到答案...
但是还是要问你...

The answer ended up in dissapointment..
Thats all i can say..
So now...
Thinking of a way to approach u...


Thursday, November 19, 2009

Westlife - Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever, oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know,
they’ll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view,
I’ll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you

These are the words i wanna say to you..
Where's my courage..
I'm nothing but a nobody...
I can only use songs to explain myself..

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

舍不得...

每年的最后一天,
我都会带着微笑而过...
不懂为什么..
今年..
有点伤心....

Haix...
sad...
假期 一个字“闷”就能解释了...
可能有点舍不得你们吧...
但是可能就只是“你”...

你再做什么?
好想你...
永远爱你~

Thursday, November 12, 2009

现在脚很痛...
给朋友车了两次...
可是不懂为什么,自己觉得有点开心
哈哈 可能第一年跟将多朋友那么好关系... xD
怪怪的我... 给朋友玩弄我觉得是一种幸福
哈哈...

最近的我好像变了,变得有点sot sot... Wakakakaka!!
每天都在迎你注意... 今天不懂事作了好笑的东西还是傻海... 本来要把树干丢过你班的门前...
一个不小心丢错角度,丢进你的班了... 下课看到你好多次,我被朋友追来追去希望你也看到我....

你现在在干什么?

你最近好吗?
突然好像你...
好像你....
我爱你...

虽然要假期了...
好闷啊!!!
再也看不到你了....
补习也要换班.....
还有什么办法呢?

Saturday, November 7, 2009

刚发现...
我已经爱你爱到一种无法把自己抽出的地步....
虽然你不懂...
但我会坚持下去...
我爱你...

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Pain...

Alamak!!
Muscle pain!!
Maybe cuz putted a little bit too much strain on them when plying at sunway..
Dun care la!
Hope after this trip relation will be better with my frens...
xD

Still thinking bout u...
How are u doing now??
>.<

Friday, October 23, 2009

Haiz... Dunno wan happy or sad..
Sad cuz pmr nt so nice result
Happy cuz uec easier than i expected
xD
+u bah

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

PMR finished lurh~

Wakakakakaka!
PMR 终于考完了!!!
但是还有UEC~ T_T
加油吧!!!

Monday, October 12, 2009

下雨天...

刚刚考试时突然下雨了...
我一时想起你和一首歌...

南拳妈妈的下雨天

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴

期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会

寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴

其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉



Saturday, October 10, 2009

刚刚看完她的blog....
觉得她好幸福....
不想去打扰她的幸福....

算了吧...
爱你不代表一定要拥有你....
只好默默的爱你...

Friday, October 9, 2009

>.<


今天拜五...
昨天在补习又看见你...
虽然你已经有男友...
但不懂为什么 我还是坚持....
虽然在补习时想和你说话...

但,
我的自信心只在没人时出现......
我的害羞只在你面前浮出来......
这已经是我想追求你最大的障碍....
难道我和你只能在网上沟通吗?

不会有人喜欢废材...
你心中只在乎他...